Only a hand full people know whats going on at the moment and I hope it stays that way..and after it happened, went to my room, close the door, lie on the bed, stick the MP3 in my ears to forget whats happening, put the MP3 on 'shuffle song' mode, and this was the first song that came out..and it is 90% exactly what i've just gone through..
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I CARE TOO MUCH
And my SCARS remind me that the PAST is REAL
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be ALONE
I'm PISSED cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me INSANE
All I can say is
[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I CARE TOO MUCH
And our SCARS remind us that the PAST is REAL
I tear my heart open just to feel
I TRIED to HELP YOU once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you NEVER REALIZED
That you're DROWNING in the water
So I OFFERED you my HAND
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
[Chorus]
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be ALONE
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I TRIED to GRAB your hand
And I left my heart open
But YOU DIDN'T UNDERSTAND
But YOU DIDN'T UNDERSTAND
Go FIX YOURSELF
I CAN'T HELP you FIX YOURSELF
But at LEAST I CAN say I TRIED
I'm SORRY but I gotta move on with my OWN LIFE
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
[Chorus x2]
and no, I didn't and don't have a girlfriend so this is not related to girlfriend stuff cause I don't have one..trust me..ZZZ...have to go to KL again on Wednesday..haih..